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  <title>Eclectic Hope</title>
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    <title>test</title>
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    <modified>2004-12-26T02:46:54Z</modified>
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    <summary type="text/plain">test...</summary>
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      <name>xante</name>
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      <email>daffyd@rocketmail.com</email>
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  <entry>
    <title>Lo everyone</title>
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    <modified>2004-12-01T07:49:26Z</modified>
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    <created>2004-12-01T07:49:26Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain">So I&apos;m pretty sure no one reads this any more because I rarely write anything. Election season was awesome. I was able to do quite a bit for my local running county democrats and John Kerry. I want to go...</summary>
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      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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      <![CDATA[<p>So I'm pretty sure no one reads this any more because I rarely write anything. Election season was awesome. I was able to do quite a bit for my local running county democrats and John Kerry. I want to go in to political science so it was quite an experience for me. I'm registered as an independent voter, but the independents didn't really have a grassroots campaign this year so I went for the dems. John Kerry did quite well in my county so I did my job even though he lost. I'm disappointed that he lost, and am still trying to figure out how he lost after I worked my butt off for quite awhile to get him elected. The local democratic nominees did well. The Iowa Senator I was campaigning for won so I was grateful for that too. Anyways..enough of that.</p>

<p>As you can see over there to the side I participated in NanoWriMo this year and made over 50k! Last year I did it and barely made 7k but this year I was determined to make it. I set a daily word count goal and made sure to make it everyday. I'm quite proud of myself for making it because usually I get bored quickly. 50k is a lot of words to write in 30days...but I'd reccommend it! Its going to help me with my massive hours of homework for college. </p>

<p>I'm finally going to start college at Hawkeye Community College in Waterloo, about 30 or so minutes from home. For now I'm just going to get my AA in general studies. It's a lot cheaper to get my gen ed in at a community college than it is to do at the university. I have 5 classes this semester, one of them being an online course. Not sure how I will do with an online course but hopefully I will be okay with it. I have Physical Science Survey and Lab, American Government, College Study Skills, College Psychology and Diversity in America. I have another science class to take and a math class that I didn't take this semester because I suck at both of them. My advisor told me because I'm going in to Poli Science that I should try and get in all the social science classes before I tranfer to UNI so the credits can count towards my major. I start Jan 10th and I'm looking forward to it actually! It'll give me something to do besides go over algebra and cross stitch a canvass for my dad and one for my sister. </p>

<p>Ryan and I are doing wonderful. It's strange living with my dad but we're making it. We pay rent and everything though. We were able to get to his parents over the Thanksgiving holiday which was nice. We hadn't been back to the other side of iowa for about 7, or since we've moved. We're enjoying each others company as usual. He's got even more computers than he had when we moved haha but thats okay, as long as he enjoys them he can have them. </p>

<p>wellllll its 2am, i have laundry to finish and have to be up early to go back to HCC and turn in some paper work for financial aid. Seeeee ya! </p>]]>
      
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  <entry>
    <title>SOOOOO.....</title>
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    <modified>2004-10-19T04:34:22Z</modified>
    <issued>2004-10-18T23:34:22-06:00</issued>
    <id>tag:ryan.thoughtlocker.net,2004:/crystal//3.20</id>
    <created>2004-10-19T04:34:22Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain">I get to go to a rally for John Kerry tomorrow evening!! I&apos;m excited. PLUS I have special greeeeeen tickets because I&apos;m a big volunteer for the campaign. I get to sit in one of the first three rows. I...</summary>
    <author>
      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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      <![CDATA[<p>I get to go to a rally for John Kerry tomorrow evening!! I'm excited. PLUS I have special greeeeeen tickets because I'm a big volunteer for the campaign. I get to sit in one of the first three rows. I plan to leave earrrrrly so I can get front row seats! Even the 3rd row will be nice! Should be able to get good pictures being up in front. Leaving at 5pm for the 730 ralley. Its about a 45 minute drive. I hope to have a blast!!! </p>]]>
      
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  <entry>
    <title>America Votes</title>
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    <modified>2004-10-01T01:55:58Z</modified>
    <issued>2004-09-30T20:55:58-06:00</issued>
    <id>tag:ryan.thoughtlocker.net,2004:/crystal//3.16</id>
    <created>2004-10-01T01:55:58Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain">I read quite a few blog&apos;s daily and have spoken with people who have already made up their mind on who they will vote for Nov. 2, however most of them have no idea or little idea of where the...</summary>
    <author>
      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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      <![CDATA[<p>I read quite a few blog's daily and have spoken with people who have already made up their mind on who they will vote for Nov. 2, however most of them have no idea or little idea of where the 3 candidates really stand. So I've taken the pleasure to get some info together on where the candidates stand. From <a href="http://www.cnn.com/">CNN</a></p>

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<a href="http://www.votenader.org/"><i><b><br />
<u>RALPH NADER</u></b></i></a></p>

<p><br />
<b>Nader</b> on <b>Affirmative Action</b>; Supports affirmative action policies</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Gay marriage</b></i>; Backs same-sex marriages to ensure GLBT full equal rights</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Gays in the military</b></i>; favors allowing gay men and women to serve openly in military</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Gay adoption</b></i>; No public position, but supports full equal rights for GLBT</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Hate crime legislation</b></i>; In 2000, supported strengthening hate crimes legislation</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>National Missile Defense</b></i>; Opposes NMD, major critic of military 'overspending'</p>

<p><b>Nader </b>on <i><b>Increasing the size of the Army</b></i>; Criticizes deployment of forces in Europe, East Asia, Iraq</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Program budgets</b></i>; Curb funding for 'wasteful ... military industrial complex'</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>drilling in the Artic National Wildlife refuge</b></i>; Opposes oil exploration in Arctic refuge<br />
<b><br />
Nader</b> on <i><b>Alternative Fuels</b></i>; Invest in renewable energies such as wind, solar power<br />
<b><br />
Nader</b> on <i><b>Energy Policy</b></i>; Do not subsidize energy interests; promote sustainable energy<br />
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<b>Nader </b>on <i><b>Gas mileage requirements</b></i>; Push for more efficient automobiles, energy sources</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Drugs costs</b></i>; Challenge drug industry, negotiate for cheaper drugs</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Medicare solvency</b></i>; Says single-payer system will fix program's "precarious future"</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Prescription Drugs Benefit</b></i>; Universal health care addresses issues, lowers drug prices</p>

<p><b>Nader </b>on <i><b>Nationalized health care</b></i>; Single-payer program with full coverage for all</p>

<p><b>Nader </b>on <i><b>Suing HMO's</b></i>; Get insurance companies out of health care administration</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Enemy Combatants</b></i>; End secret detentions, no tribunals for civilians</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Patriot Act</b></i>; Repeal Patriot Act, restore and expand civil liberties</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Immigration</b></i>; Offer worker permits, employee rights; opposes open borders</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Intelligence agencies</b></i>; No public position on reform</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>War in Iraq</b></i>; 'Faulty and fabricated rationale' led to quagmire in Iraq</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Iraqi reconstruction</b></i>; Replace U.S. troops with U.N. force, expedite Iraqi elections</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Pre-emption policy</b></i>; For limiting force, says pre-emption violates international law</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Afghanistan</b></i>; Wary of unrest, harm to Afghans, absence of U.S. exit policy</p>

<p><b>Nader </b>on <i><b>Middle East</b></i>; Sympathetic to Palestinians' plight; urges open, balanced dialogue</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Abortion</b></i>; Supports a woman's right to an abortion</p>

<p><b>Nader </b>on <i><b>Death penalty</b></i>; Opposes death penalty; says it doesn't deter crime, has racial and class bias</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>drug policy</b></i>; End 'drug war,' legalize some drugs; calls drug abuse a health problem</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>gun control</b></i>; Backs trigger locks, licensing of gun owners, bans in some cases</p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Education Reform</b></i>; Bar vouchers, curb standardized testing push	 </p>

<p><b>Nader</b> on <i><b>Supreme Court</b></i>; no public position on justices</p>

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<p><u><i><b><a href="http://www.johnkerry.com/index.html">JOHN KERRY</a> </b></i></u></p>

<p><b>Kerry </b>on <i><b>Affirmative Action</b></i>; supports affirmative action policies</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Gay marriage</b></i>; against gay marriage, back benefits, rights for gay couples</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Gays in the military</b></i>; favors allowing gay men and women to serve openly in the military<br />
<b><br />
Kerry</b> on <i><b>Gay adoption</b></i>; supports gay adoption by gay men and lesbians</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Hate Crime legislation</b></i>; expand the federal hate crimes legislations, assure equal justice</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>National Missile Defense</b></i>; opposes NMD, supports nonproliferation and arms control</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Increasing the size of the Army</b></i>; recruit more service members, start Community Defense Services. </p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Program Budgets</b></i>; Invest in new equipment, offer better pay, benefits</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>drilling in the Artic National Wildlife Refuge</b></i>; Opposes oil exploration in Arctic refuge</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Alternative Fuels</b></i>; Promotes clean, renewable fuel sources, especially ethanol</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Energy Policy</b></i>; Set goals, incentives to reduce dependence on fossil fuels</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Gas Mileage requirements</b></i>; Push new requirements, hybrid cars, hydrogen fuel<br />
<b><br />
Kerry </b>on <i><b>Drug Costs</b></i>; close loopholes, financial incentives to lower drugs costs</p>

<p><b>Kerry </b>on <i><b>Medicare Solvency</b></i>; Fund all health care by rescinding tax cuts, cutting waste</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Prescription drug benefit</b></i>; tighten rules on drug companies, focus on seniors, vets</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Nationalized health care</b></i>; let people buy into government system, fund by reversing tax cuts</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Suing HMO's</b></i>; Allow patients to sue HMO's, collect money for damages </p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Enemy Combatants</b></i>;against labeling U.S. citizens "enemy combatants"</p>

<p><b>Kerry </b>on <i><b>Patriot Act</b></i>; Backs letting act expire without congressional approval</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Immigration</b></i>; Speed immigration process; unite families; patrol borders</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Intelligence agencies</b></i>; Reform domestic intelligence; start targeted alert system</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>War on Iraq</b></i>; Supported the war; later said Bush misled nation</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Iraqi reconstruction</b></i>; Involve other nations more in Iraqi rebuilding, security</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Pre-emption policy</b></i>; Denounces threat of pre-emption; would seek global consensus</p>

<p><b>Kerry </b>on <i><b>Afghanistan</b></i>; Boost international efforts to secure peace, beat al Qaeda</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Middle East</b></i>; Improve social, economic, political conditions in region</p>

<p><b>Kerry </b>on <i><b>Abortion</b></i>; Supports a woman's right to an abortion; planning resources<br />
<b><br />
Kerry</b> on <i><b>death penalty</b></i>; Opposes death penalty</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>drug policy</b></i>; More police; aggressively target traffickers; fund treatment</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Gun control</b></i>; Close gun show loophole; require child safety locks</p>

<p><b>Kerry</b> on <i><b>Education reform</b></i>; Bar vouchers; fully fund NCLB, special ed., school building</p>

<p><b>Kerry </b>on <i><b>Supreme Court</b></i>; Appoint judges committed to law, civil and abortion rights</p>

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<u><i><b><a href="http://www.georgewbush.com/">GEORGE W. BUSH </a></b></i></u></p>

<p><b><br />
Bush</b> on <b><i>affirmative action</i></b>; has both supported and opposed affirmative action. There are many articles out where Bush now opposes affirmative action. <a href="http://www.cnn.com/2003/ALLPOLITICS/01/20/timep.affirm.action.tm/">Example </a></p>

<p><b><br />
Bush </b>on <i><b>Gay Marriage</b></i>; Backs a constitutional amendment banning gay marriage. </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Gays in the military</b></i>; supports "don't ask don't tell' policy</p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Gay adoption</b></i>; Opposes gay adoption</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Hate crime legislation</b></i>; opposes expanding federal law to cover sexual orientation </p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>National Missile Defense</b></i>; has ordered limited National Missile Defense system deployed by 2004</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Increasing the Size of the Army</b></i>; he has not proposed increasing the Army's size. </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Program Budgets</b></i>; would increase military spending by 4.2% to $380 billion</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Drilling in the Artic National Wildlife refuge</b></i>; favors opening refuge for gas and oil exploration, drilling </p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Alternative Fuel</b></i>; Proposed $1.7 billion to develop hydrogen-powered fuel cells </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Energy Policy</b></i>; supports market-based solution to improve air quality </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Gas Mileage Requirements</b></i>; supports 1.5 mpg increase for SUVs, light trucks by 2007</p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Drug costs</b></i>; supports reducing drug costs for low-income patients <br />
<b><br />
Bush</b> on <i><b>Medicare solvency</b></i>; Introduce private sector competition to reduce costs</p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Prescription drug Benefit</b></i>; supports adding drug benefit to Medicare<br />
<b><br />
Bush</b> on <i><b>Nationalized Health Care</b></i>; favors improving current system over government-based system.</p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Suing HMO's</b></i>; would place limits on patient lawsuits against HMO's</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on  <i><b>Enemy Combatants</b></i>; Supports labeling of U.S. citizens as "enemy combatants"</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Patriot Act</b></i>; supports all of Patriot Act</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Immigration</b></i>; Proposed increasing budget to enforce immigration laws</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <b>Intelligence agencies</b>; Homeland Security Dept. primary home of threat information</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>War in Iraq</b></i>; authorized the war to oust Saddam Hussein regime, based on idea that Hussein had WMD's and was part of the Sept. 11th plot<br />
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<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Iraqi reconstruction</b></i>; initially opposed the U.N. involvement, is now warming up to the idea</p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Pre-emption policy</b></i>;Announced new policy of pre-emption in June 2002</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Afghanistan</b></i>; More than $1 billon proposed for reconstruction </p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on the <i><b>Middle East;</b></i> Co-sponsored "Road Map" plan for peace process. </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Abortion</b></i>; opposes abortion except in cases of rape, incest or to save a woman's life. </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on the <i><b>Death penalty</b></i>; supports death penalty </p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Drug policy</b></i>; reduce illegal drug usage by 10% over two years</p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Gun control</b></i>; protect gun makers from lawsuits</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Education reform</b></i>; signed No Child Left Behind act; federal budget has not fully funded legislation </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on the <i><b>Supreme Court</b></i>; has cited Clarence Thomas, Antonin Scalia as model justices</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Social Security</b></i>; Supports investing some Social Security taxes in stocks</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>State fiscal crisis</b></i>; allocated funds to help states pay increased security costs</p>

<p><b>Bush </b>on <i><b>Tax cuts</b></i>; Signed two tax cut bills, helped wealthy out more </p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Budget deficits</b></i>; reduce deficit by holding spending increases to 4%</p>

<p><b>Bush</b> on <i><b>Job Creation</b></i>; says 2001, 2003 tax cuts have helped keep economy going, however the people of Americans  do not see this. Since the president took office, the nation has lost 2.2 million payroll jobs.</p>

<p><br />
So that's it. Read it, do more research. Do something! <b><u>VOTE</u></b>! Know why you are voting for a candidate. Any questions or comments you know what to do.</p>]]>
      
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  <entry>
    <title>Now THIS is a man&apos;s store!</title>
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    <modified>2004-07-20T02:46:54Z</modified>
    <issued>2004-07-19T21:46:54-06:00</issued>
    <id>tag:ryan.thoughtlocker.net,2004:/crystal//3.10</id>
    <created>2004-07-20T02:46:54Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain"> Ryan snapped this photo while driving around Chicago (lost!) in June for my cousins graduation....</summary>
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      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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<b>Ryan snapped this photo while driving around Chicago (lost!)  in June for my cousins graduation. </b></p>]]>
      
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  <entry>
    <title>Me</title>
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    <modified>2004-06-28T04:07:07Z</modified>
    <issued>2004-06-27T23:07:07-06:00</issued>
    <id>tag:ryan.thoughtlocker.net,2004:/crystal//3.9</id>
    <created>2004-06-28T04:07:07Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain">How to make a crystal Ingredients: 1 part anger 3 parts courage 3 parts joy Method:Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability Username: Personality cocktailFrom Go-Quiz.com...</summary>
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      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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<tr><td bgcolor=white><font style='color:black; font-size:12pt;'><b>Ingredients:</b><BR>
1 part anger<BR>
3 parts courage<BR>
3 parts joy</font></td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor=#ffffcc><font style='color:black; font-size:12pt;'><b>Method:</b><BR>Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability</font></td></tr></table><div align=center>
<BR><form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Username:<input name="uname"><BR><input type=submit value="How do you make a 'you'?"><BR>
</form><a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Personality cocktail</a><BR>From <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com">Go-Quiz.com</a>
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  <entry>
    <title>Graduation Pictures</title>
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    <created>2004-05-26T03:18:26Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain"> My dad and I My brothers girlfriend Lisa and I Ryan and I My brother Ricky and I...</summary>
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      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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  <entry>
    <title>Lo</title>
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    <modified>2004-05-08T22:01:56Z</modified>
    <issued>2004-05-08T17:01:56-06:00</issued>
    <id>tag:ryan.thoughtlocker.net,2004:/crystal//3.6</id>
    <created>2004-05-08T22:01:56Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain">Today has been one of those days. I feel like shit. Sometimes I don&apos;t feel needed or wanted anymore. I wish things were easier. I wish I could understand people, why people do things when they know it hurts. *sigh*...</summary>
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      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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      <![CDATA[<p>Today has been one of those days. I feel like shit. Sometimes I don't feel needed or wanted anymore. I wish things were easier. I wish I could understand people, why people do things when they know it hurts. *sigh* damn do I wish I could have a drink.</p>]]>
      
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  <entry>
    <title>Almost ready.....</title>
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    <modified>2004-05-03T04:37:42Z</modified>
    <issued>2004-05-02T23:37:42-06:00</issued>
    <id>tag:ryan.thoughtlocker.net,2004:/crystal//3.5</id>
    <created>2004-05-03T04:37:42Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain">Well I&apos;m almost ready for surgery. But not yet! I&apos;m still a little freaked out but a lot of my friends know people who have had their gallbladder out and say it will go well. I&apos;ve had some people say...</summary>
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      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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      <![CDATA[<p>Well I'm almost ready for surgery. But not yet! I'm still a little freaked out but a lot of my friends know people who have had their gallbladder out and say it will go well. I've had some people say bad things about it but hopefully it will go well! And hopefully I will feel much much better! It will be nice to finally be able to eat without getting sick or feeling sick. I have to be at the hospital at 6:30am this morning. Surgery will be around 8. It takes two hours, then I have to stay in the hospital for 4-6 hours. Wish me luck!</p>]]>
      
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  <entry>
    <title>Wooooo I&apos;m back!</title>
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    <modified>2004-04-29T21:33:09Z</modified>
    <issued>2004-04-29T16:33:09-06:00</issued>
    <id>tag:ryan.thoughtlocker.net,2004:/crystal//3.1</id>
    <created>2004-04-29T21:33:09Z</created>
    <summary type="text/plain">YAY! I&apos;m back in action now. Sorry about that break. The people who host thoughtlocker had their hard drive crash and nothing was backed up. But its back now! Too much stuff has happened since I last posted. I&apos;ll post...</summary>
    <author>
      <name>Crystal</name>
      <url>http://ryan.thoughtlocker.net/crystal</url>
      <email>the_one_u_b_dreamin_about16@hotmail.com</email>
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      <![CDATA[<p>YAY! I'm back in action now. Sorry about that break. The people who host thoughtlocker had their hard drive crash and nothing was backed up. But its back now!</p>

<p>Too much stuff has happened since I last posted. I'll post the important stuff. </p>

<p>First, I graduate in 3 weeks! *jumps up and down* Finally it's almost over. I plan to have a little graduation party here but my big one will be at my dads. </p>

<p>We're moving May30th back to my dads house. I want to be closer to my dad. He isn't in the best of health so I'd rather be closer. At first we were moving June 14-15th BUT today found out we don't have to stay until June 14 ( when our 1 yr lease is up) I've got to start getting boxes and packing. Only 4 1/2 weeks to pack. And we've got A LOT of stuff! </p>

<p>I have sugery on Monday to get my gallbladder out. I have been having a lot of stomach problems the past 3-4 months and they couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. Finally, I was sent to a specialist and got a boring HIDA scan done of my gallbladder. It's only working at 14% which isn't the best. I can't lift anything over 10 lbs for 2 weeks, no P.E. for 2 weeks. I'm probably going to have to talk to the school principal about Mr. Brown (My P.E. teacher) He has some issues with me and I'm afraid he's going to fail me because I can't do P.E. for 2 weeks. (That's only 5 classes) I have a B right now but it can fall as quick as it got there. I would have waited to get my gallbladder out but the doctor said it's not in my best interest to wait any longer than I already have. I refuse to let a teacher who doesn't like me cause me to fail P.E. and not graduate. Hopefully everything goes well. </p>

<p>I love Age of Empires 2 by the way. And Earth 2025. Man I have no life! Someone amuse me...PLEASE! </p>]]>
      
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