







My dad and I

My brothers girlfriend Lisa and I

Ryan and I



My brother Ricky and I
Today has been one of those days. I feel like shit. Sometimes I don't feel needed or wanted anymore. I wish things were easier. I wish I could understand people, why people do things when they know it hurts. *sigh* damn do I wish I could have a drink.
Well I'm almost ready for surgery. But not yet! I'm still a little freaked out but a lot of my friends know people who have had their gallbladder out and say it will go well. I've had some people say bad things about it but hopefully it will go well! And hopefully I will feel much much better! It will be nice to finally be able to eat without getting sick or feeling sick. I have to be at the hospital at 6:30am this morning. Surgery will be around 8. It takes two hours, then I have to stay in the hospital for 4-6 hours. Wish me luck!